I'm a twenty something blogger living a complicated life that many people don’t understand. I am a girlfriend to a U.S. Marine; soon to be fiancé! We met on Facebook almost 3 years ago but after a couple of weeks talking, we lost touch. In August 2009, we started talking again and immediately started dating. Due to him being stationed in Japan, we finally met in December during his Christmas leave. We made it through his 15 months in Japan and he is now stationed at Camp Pendleton.
I’ve always seen myself as a fighter. There’s a red journal next to my bed full of thoughts and stories of mistakes, hurt feelings, crazy ex-boyfriends, engagements, and lyrics that have been my expression to get me through this crazy world. Writing is what I do. It’s my escape. I’m writing this blog to help me get things out that people don’t understand, to vent, to help others, and maybe to even try to get over things I haven’t faced.
I am… many things! To wrap myself up in a paragraph would be impossible, but what you should know is that I love God and I like to write. I like the idea of capturing moments of time and saving them forever – possibly why photography is such a passion of mine. I scrapbook, write music, blog [duh!], and try to do devotionals every night. I enjoy meeting new people and fascinated by people’s stories. I’m always laughing and I bet that I might be the biggest dork you’ll ever know. I am a Marine’s girl which I think says a lot about myself. I am independent and strong, but ever since I realized how amazing it is with Mister in my life, I can’t even imagine life without.
Who Is Mister?
Mister is many things too! Every day I learn another piece of him and every time I do, the puzzle of him becomes more and more beautiful [at times I’m cheesy too!]. He loves God and does devotionals daily with me. He has a smile that could light up any room and the personality of that guy everyone wants to know. He cherishes his family and his friends. He plays guitar and has a side to him that makes my heart melt. He’s a Marine and is strong and proud. He loves me, protects me [even from thousands of miles away], and truly is my everything. MTYLTT babe! BTW... have I mentioned he looks uber delicious in his uniform? Oh yea, he does!
"Distance is not for the fearful... It's for the bold. For those who are willing to spend a lot of time apart in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those who know a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough..."
So the past couple of nights have been rough with Mister and I. I made the mistake of going back on a promise and dealt with the consequences of that mistake. I've been an emotional wreck the past couple of days, but I have a feeling and am keeping my fingers crossed that today will be a better day. So far, today seems like a normal day before my stupidness, which is good. I know I have to gain his trust back in this area of my life and let the past be the past. I'm tired of living my life and letting these things happen when its convenient to a certain someone. I need to say goodbye to that person forever and see where my future goes with my Marine. I can only see good things. I know that every couples have their mistakes and ups and downs, I'm just glad that even though he's thousands of miles away we can still get through times like these. He's amazing and I love him with all of my heart. 10 more days until I'm in his arms. Need him here so bad and I know that he needs to see me to know that I am serious about him and truely sorry. This next week and a half needs to hurry up and get here!
This blog is based on my own opinions. Any information that is not my own will be cited in the post where it was used. Most pictures are of my own. If not, I will give credit to where I found the picture. If you notice a picture that's yours and its not given appropriate credit, let me know and I'll make the changes asap. xoxo