I use to be so good about it, long distance that is. My whole life I've been in a long distance relationship. I've
So besides that one time, I've done the long distance thing...A LOT. It's never really phased me as being hard. It was just the situation and I had to deal with it. I still have that same thought process, but its just so much harder than the rest. Maybe it's because I care about him more than anyone I've been with. Maybe it's because I can actually see my life with him. Its funny, I'm starting to become that girl that is planning her wedding before a ring is on her finger. I'm addicted to, "Say Yes to the Dress," and everytime a girl puts on a dress, picture what I would look like in it. The perfect dress for me: either a sweetheart or halter top, sheath style dress. Simple, yet elegant and sexy all in one. If you would have asked me a few months ago if I knew what I wanted my wedding to be like I would have told you that I was not that girl that has had her wedding planned out since she was a little girl, cause I'm not. Now though, all I want to do is talk wedding!
I just wish the distance could be over. I need him to be home soon. These past five months have been feeling more like a lifetime. Blah!