Things with my Marine have been amazing these past few weeks. In fact, I can’t remember our last argument and lately it seems like instead of bottling things up until they become a bigger problem, we talk about what we’re feeling and what’s going on in our heads right away.
This has always been my biggest problem – not speaking up; not saying what’s on my mind. It’s better to keep my mouth shut about what I’m thinking, because otherwise a fight will just come about, right? Oh how wrong I’ve been for so many years.
My first relationship was torn apart because I didn’t speak up and you would have thought that I would have learned from that. I wanted to learn, but I was never given a great guy (until now) to be able to communicate with. Maybe it’s something that has taken me a while but at least I’m learning and improving! That’s all someone can do.
As far as Japan goes – he’s still there… He should be back in the states in November though! I can’t wait! Unfortunately, he won’t be back in time for his new unit’s ball so this will be year two of no ball for me. Hopefully next year! I already have a dress that I want to wear so I better have the chance to go. I’ll post it shortly :)
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